Friday, January 05, 2007
You know you want some of this.
I know God loves everyone.
I really believe that.
I really think he loves me just a little bit more than he loves anyone else.
People always think I'm crazy when I say that what with the getting left by my first husband while pregnant and dealing with infertility now at the age of thirty-one and the amazingly large number of insane people I seem to encounter on a daily basis and all. But really, I am an amazingly lucky person.
I've always believed God has a good sense of humor. I think this was evidenced by the fact that he gave me a set of twins at age 22 and had slightly less than no idea what I was doing. When I was seventeen I was told I would never, ever have children. My doctor now says I'm suffering from secondary infertility, but I don't believe that. I honestly believe that I'm infertile. I've always been infertile. My twins were just a little gift from God. One that I completely do not deserve yet am extraordinarily thankful for.
I don't know how I ended up with such amazing people to be a part of my life. I just know I am unbelievably lucky.
That's why God likes me best.
Also, he thinks I'm funny and doesn't mind the number of bad words I say daily.
I'm just sayin'.