Monday, March 03, 2008

Oh Jealousy look at me now...

I hate being a jealous bitch, but I think? I've become one.

Because seriously? Lately? I keep finding myself thinking things that are, um, not kind. About other people. Some of these people I actually like. Some, I don't like, so I feel less bad about being jealous of them.

But still.


Jealous.

Really, all I want is to have a day or two that is normal. And not crazy. And okay.






And for my husband to have a flipping job. That would be awesome.

And for my infertile ass to get pregnant, if you can spare a kid.






That's it though. Seriously.

20 comments:

Kelly M said...

We all get jealous of others every now and then..thats normal!!

I wish I had what others do all the freakin time!!

beeker said...

Uhmm can I request a kid in addition to your request?

Anonymous said...

Maye your loser husband should get a J-O-B before you have a kid????????

Morgan Leigh said...

Ok, anonymous. You? Are an ass.

We love you chick! :)

SJ said...

Jealousy is a part of human nature, it happens to even the best of us.

The Best of Us = YOU.

Sue said...

Hey, come hang out at my blog for a while, it will make you feel better about your life. We lost our business, just declared bankruptcy and my house is going into foreclosure. So, hey - respite from the jealousy.

Posting about my life right now? I figure it's a public service. It's all about making every single person who reads it feel superior. Because right now? I am a LOSER.

Gerbil said...

i'm sorry. :( and he'll get an offer. he's been out of work, what, a week?

Angie said...

I know it's difficult. And I wish I could say it will all be peachy keen before you know it. I do know that God allows things to happen, to remind us of who he is, and who we are.

I'm praying.

tiger lamb girl said...

What Angie said.
xoxoxo {{{{{hugs}}}}}

Sarcasta-Mom said...

I wish I could trade wombs with you :(

Who doesn't feel jealous? I almost made myself ill when my best friend got a $7,400 tax return. Instead of feeling happy for her, I was sick with jealousy over all of the cool things she got to blow that kind of money on. I'm an ass, but I did get over it.

Kat said...

Wow, anonymous is a dickhead.
I hope you get all those things you need to feel normal!
You rock!

Jana said...

I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've been married for almost 2 years now, I have an 11 year old, and didn't think there would be any problems getting pregnant...yea, that was so not a reality. Endometriosis and polycystic have left me virtually infertile we are tryin other avenues, but I'm not optimistic. And I get jealous every time I hear about someone getting pregnant, and I feel terrible not being happy for them, but I'm human and I want my turn too.

CPA Mom said...

Oh my, I'm jealous of people I love ALL THE TIME and I wonder, what the frick is wrong with me. Sometimes? I jealous of you!

Dawn~a~Bon said...

**HHUUGG**

kellyo75 said...

We are all jealous at some point, honey! I mean, check out anonymous up there. Obviously that person is riddled with jealousy. Maybe because you are so obviously loved and anonymous is a big fat ASS!

I am Trish Marie said...

I really wonder what is wrong with the world sometimes. Why is it that someone who is obviously a great mother and really wants a child can't get pregnant. But then I read a news story about a lady giving birth and ooops dropping her baby in the trash can afterwards. Why? It makes no sense to me.

I don't always think jealousy is a bad thing. Sometimes it is what pushes you ahead.

Catwoman said...

Jealousy is what makes us human. If you think I'm not jealous that someone I know got a huge tax return and we somehow inexplicably owe $4,000? Well, I am.

notsosmallfries said...

Oh, big huge hugs. I think we all get jealous at some point in time or another. It sucks, but life does that sometimes. I hope yours stops that crap soon.

queenrandom said...

Would it help if I told you I'm insanely jealous of you?

Nen said...

ok--i'm being nosy... why doesn't your hubby have a job? can't he find anything? i think i'd go bonkers!!!