For most of my life, I've been pretty worthless.
I had kids about eleven years ago, and that gave me something to do, as well as, you know, hope to go on or whatever. Before I had kids? I was a little bit lazy. Lazy isn't in my vocabulary anymore. I'm always doing something, working something, running somewhere. I'm busy and I like it. I really, really like it.
I fret that I'm at such a different place in my life than so many of my friends right now. I hate it...I feel like such a freak. I can't become who they are and eventually they'll be where I am. But eventually is a long way away and seems like a wide, wide gulf sometimes.
But lately? People are asking my advice.
I'm giving advice. And the advice TOTALLY DOESN'T SUCK.
I know! I'm surprised as well!
It's good though. It's really good. I really like having something to offer other than copious use of the word douchebag.
It makes me think that maybe I'll do something else worthwhile. I don't know what, but something.