Monday, October 27, 2008


One of the many things I love about my therapist is that it doesn't matter what I tell him, he's always going to be the same. He's consistent. He gets it.

I need this. Right now.

I'm struggling. I think it's obvious if you read this blog. I'm struggling.

But it's getting better. It's getting easier. I'm making decisions.

On Sunday morning at 2am I was wide awake and I had a thought,

Very soon, your life is going to completely change

Something about it was so profound. So very, very real.

I believe it.

I'm at a point that things are going to change. For better or worse, I don't know yet.

But they are going to change.


giants fan said...

I hope the changes are exactly what you need!

love you!

Dawn~a~Bon said...

I think they will be GOOD changes!

Anonymous said...

Good. It will be a GOOD change.

SJ said...

I'm thinking something good is going to happen, always trust your intuition.

Angie said...

I think some of the good changes are already happening. It's just the way I see things. . . I could be wrong.

Jessalee said...

Change is good, and I think you've been preparing for whatever is coming for a long time now.


Karin's Korner said...

I don't know if you believe this or not and I don't want you to think that I am some Jesus freak or something (although I do believe in Jesus Christ, I do believe that if we allow him into our hearts and love him with all of our hearts, we will be able to meet him in heaven...and probably have the best dinner we have ever eaten.) say you woke up at 2 and had a thought...I say you woke up at 2 and Jesus was talking to you and letting you know that things are going to his his way...all you have to do is be open to listen and everything will fall into place...and it will be a good thing :)

Lara said...

Change is definitely good. And a good therapist that you feel comfortable with is gold. Good luck! :)

Kimberly said...

I love shivery little moments like that where you feel like for that one short moment God is totally focused on YOU. It's exhilarting and humbling all at the same time.

Sounds like He has something pretty fabulous in store for you, hun.

Coal Miner's Granddaughter said...

And that's something to embrace, that change, be it good or bad. I'm so bad about dealing with change. I'm glad you're getting there. And I love your profile pic.